There are times when we feel so tired controlling things we are afraid to happen to us. Yes, this is true because sometimes destiny would really test our faith that we are just surprised things just happened as they are without us knowing it.
And if that time comes, you will be wrapped with mixed emotions…you will experience standing on crossroads. Of course that will happen because we are unprepared and we are used setting things out so we are ready to whatever may happen along our ways. But there are really a lot of things that just happened so, so swiftly and they usually come during times when we are very unprepared.
This is just what was happening to me for the past two weeks. I was very sick. My body was very tired and the doctor told us that my whole body was sufferring because of my kidney infection. I wasn’t able to report in the office for work for a week. I vomitted everything that I took in. I hate my medicines. I didn’t want to take them because there were really a lot of them and I felt I never got better with these drugs. My mom was so worried about me.
But of course, GOD is very good to all of us! I know I have sinned a lot and I have displeased Him but He never leaves my side. I know that He was just testing how strong my faith is for Him and how deep is my love for Him. And thanks God, I am feeling better now!
So when you encounter such experience, just let things be and never forget that nobody else can help us with all our needs but only Jesus. He is our Saviour at all times. Call Him all the time! He will never fail you. Believe me ‘coz I’ve been there!
